Facing my Fears

Hi fam
I’m sorry for not updating earlier. It’s almost two months since I last published and I sincerely apologize for not being regular. I’ll try to post at short intervals

It’s fight o’clock. What better time is there to fight your inner fears and mental limits?

Sucking me in
Pulling me down
Bending me against my will
MY FEARS

My fears know me more than anybody
She sees me for me but not just me
She sees a lesser me
She knows I can do it but she doesn’t want that
She beckons and I acknowledge her
She asks me to doubt myself and I promptly obey

She sees the worst in me and I believe her
Ohhhh, she’s the only one who consoles me
She makes me believe I can’t cross any hurdles and
Yet,she says my challenges are as a result of my nonchalance
What do I do with Samantha?
Yes, I call her Samantha
We make jokes about me
Still all she does is choke me


I have come to realize I should be angry at Samantha
I have decided to face her
I have decided to face my fears
But still I have acquired a greater fear

The fear of my fears getting the better of me
The fear of my fears overcoming me
The fear of not being able to break up with Samantha
The fear of breaking up with her and yet running back to her
The fear that makes me angry when I fall
The fear that makes me believe I can stand up again
The fear that pulls me up to my feet after a fall
The fear that pushes me to be better
The fear that motivates me to strive harder

The fear of losing this FEAR

I love love you ❀️

Much love
Reddish πŸ“Œ

33 Comments

  1. Michael Nadi's avatar Michael Nadi says:

    Wow, a masterpiece πŸ‘

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    1. Thank you πŸ’•πŸ’•
      It means a lot to me

      Like

  2. Reblogged this on Lite Graphiz and commented:
    It’s@bubeherself

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    1. Thank you mama❀️❀️
      I really do appreciate

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  3. Lydia's avatar Lydia says:

    Nice one dearest❀️

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    1. Thank you sooooo much
      This really means alot to me β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπŸ’•πŸ™

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      1. Unknown's avatar Favel says:

        The fact that this piece is totally relatable, yet totally artistic makes me love it. Can’t wait to see more of this.

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        1. Thanks Favel 😍, you would definitely see more of them

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  4. Kamto's avatar Kamto says:

    This is another level of deep.

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    1. It is
      Thank you β€οΈπŸ’•

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  5. Unknown's avatar Anonymous says:

    Nice piece namie πŸ’žπŸ’•πŸ’–πŸ’

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    1. Thank you namie ❀️❀️❀️

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  6. narutoshippuden2002's avatar narutoshippuden2002 says:

    Wonderfully written !πŸ‘

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    1. Thank you πŸ’•πŸ’•

      Like

  7. Unknown's avatar Anonymous says:

    Nice

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    1. Thank you πŸ’•πŸ’•

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  8. Nneka's avatar Nneka says:

    Beautiful ☺️

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    1. Thank you πŸ’•πŸ’•

      Like

  9. Ronny's avatar Ronny says:

    Beautiful!

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    1. Thank you πŸ’•

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  10. Unknown's avatar Praise says:

    This is simply wonderful!β™₯️

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    1. Thanks alot 😊😘

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  11. Unknown's avatar Anonymous says:

    Beautiful piece❣️

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    1. Thank you πŸ˜ŠπŸ’•

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  12. UNEC Update's avatar UNEC Update says:

    Proud of you πŸŒΉπŸ‘
    It’s Life o’clock

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    1. Thank you sooooo much 😍😘
      I really do appreciate

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  13. UNEC Update's avatar UNEC Update says:

    Proud of you πŸŒΉπŸ‘

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  14. ugwokekelvin's avatar ugwokekelvin says:

    Impressive. Thanks for the post

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    1. Thank you πŸ˜ŠπŸ’•

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  15. Vinz's avatar Vinz says:

    Nice work ❀️

    Like

    1. Thank you Vinz😍

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  16. Henry King's avatar Henry King says:

    Nice read
    I honestly think you need to get rid of Samantha 😈

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    1. Thank you πŸ₯ΊπŸ₯°
      Actually, I did eventually break up with herπŸ˜‚ at least for the best.

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